Just setting in.

OK so I've lost about 28 lbs and I just now realized today that I'm actually losing weight! I know I know you're probably thinking "she's crazy" but I've never tried to lose weight so since I'm finally losing I'm only paying attention to the pounds and the overall goal. I was looking at myself today in the mirror and I realized that I look slimmer, I mean I'm still fat lol but I look like a slimmer fat person. Well I'm soooooo close to my 30 lb goal then I can finally cross that goal out and move on to a new goal.

Plans After Weight Loss.

These are some (vain lol) things I want to do once my I reach my goal weight.

Do A Skin Firming Body Wrap Until I'm Satisfied.
















Buy A black Bikini.

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Buy A Romper.

Buy A Pair Of High Waist-ed Shorts.

I'll Add More later!

My TOM….Ugh!

OK so, I ‘ve been working really hard lately trying to reach my goals and today I stepped on the scale and it said 273! I was shocked because just yesterday I was 267. I didn’t let it get me down though, I just decided to work harder this week so I go and eat breakfast then I do my workout. when I finished my workout I found out it was my TOM. So I put two and two together and ding ding ding!! I gained 6 lbs because of my TOM. smh At first I was pissed then I just realized that the weight always goes away by the end of the week. I will do my best to stay on plan this week.

Excess Skin!!!! Ahhhhhhhh

OK, so I have to lose a lot of weight. When I first started my journey I was 292 lbs now I’m 267 so that’s 25 lbs lost. I want to get to 199 lbs by summer then 150 lbs by 2013. I moisturize, drink tons of water and my skin is thick and elastic yet I’m still deathly afraid of getting loose skin. I talked to my doctor and he said that my age play the biggest role in the loose skin department and he says the odds are in my favor but I still can’t shake the thought. My dad suggested that I wear compression garments after I lose the weight and my skin should tighten up…….I guess I’m just being paranoid.
My mom said it might depend on the length of time I’ve been obese *gulp*. I’ve obese for about 4 years and overweight for about 8 years but I’ve always had a relatively flat stomach even when I weighed 180 lbs even now my fat is evenly distributed throughout my body. I really hope I don’t have the sagging skin, I’m only 19 and that would be DEVASTATING to lose 140 lbs and then I still can’t wear a bikini. ugh, it makes me wanna cry.
I’ve been doing more weight training and muscle building/conditioning exercises so that should help also. Well all I can do is hope and pray I don’t get it and wait to see what happens but in the meantime…….I’M GOING CRAZY!!

A little about me!

Hi! I’m Nicki, I’m 19 and I from California. I haven’t been overweight my whole life, only my teen years and here I am about to be in the 300s but I won’t let that happen. I own a Yorkie, named Giselle, that I love oh so much. I decided to start my weight loss journey in December 22, 2011 and this time I know much more about dieting and exercise that even if my life gets a little tougher than I’m used to, I still can stay on plan to a much healthier me. So follow me on my journey to be healthy, happy, and slim.